What is my story?

Posted by Kennedy | Filed under Uncategorized

Really, what is it?  I don’t know yet.  I don’t know what this is going to pan out like.  I don’t know where I will be in another year.  I do find it almost ironic that the blog.com subtitle is WHat is your story, since Amy truely believed that everyone had a story to share and that we should all share that story. 

It was 10 months ago today that a new chapter was created in my story.  It was the chapter titled Grief and all the crap that comes with it.  And it has been a long, painful journey through all that crap.  I can not honestly put into words how deeply the hurt still is from her death.  It is still raw, it is still open, and it still hurts more than I can explain.  I miss her, I just want to see her again.

Permalink | October 28th, 2009

4 Responses

  1. jinjin1121 Says:
    October 29th, 2009 8:40 am

    cheer up

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    October 29th, 2009 9:24 am

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  3. tanderson_1982 Says:
    October 29th, 2009 3:32 pm

    It sounds like you are going through alot right now. Makes my problems seem so petty. My heart goes out to you. Keep your head up and stay strong. In due time you will heal. Amy is always with you in heart and spirit and just cause you cant see her doesnt mean she is not there. Good luck in your journey

  4. Blaze Says:
    October 29th, 2009 6:26 pm

    Your posts are full of sorrow but still its interesting to read. It actually breaks my heart to read them. I have experienced the death of very close person as well- my great grandmother died a year ago. Just by now I feel ok about it. But I still think about her as if she were alive. Its hard, I know. I don’t know what advice to give, because I believe you have heard a lot. Anyway, I am with you. :) It will be ok.
    P.s. I have the same design for my blog warmness.blog.com :)

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