For the first time in a long while I am happy with life. Even when things around me are falling apart I am able to find peace within the destruction. I am actually quite proud of myself. Mrs. Taylor is dying, the divorcre going on, job changing etc. And I am happy and content. It is weird. Great, but, weird.
Archive for September, 2008
I’m lovin’ it!
Wednesday, September 24th, 2008Where to go from here…
Monday, September 8th, 2008Where do I go from here?
I had to call social services this week and talk to them about the kids. Talk about a heart breaking call, I cried during my phone call. There are serious concerns for the kids and that is where my allegiance lies. I do not owe anything to anyone other than those kids. I think everything will be ok now, we are in a wait and see mode.
On a happier note Patrick came down with the kids today. And it was perfect, they were here for a couple hours which was long enough to give them lots of hugs and kisses. God I love those kids. I am glad I called because now at least if something does happen I can say I did everything I could to protect them. They are my world and my life. I would hate to look back and say “damn I wish I would have called when I had the chance.” I figured I will never look back and say “I loved them too much or looked out for them more than I should have.”
